RIGHT/WRONG

Is it wrong

to be with you

When I don't love you the way you love me

When I don't love you the way I thought I should

When I don't love you...

Is it wrong

to be taking everything from you

and not love you

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CONFUSION

I don't know whether it's "normal"

To like you but hate your smell

To miss you at some times but nitpick at your flaws

Feel grateful for the sweet things you do, yet not miss you throughout the day

I think about other people sometimes

The other guys I can text, on the pretext of being friends

But then, I know it will be unfair towards you.

And I feel constricted

That I now belong to someone...

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SOAR IV

A few days ago, I thought IV would be the last chapter

He didn't reply her texts

He was far away

And I saw her worry

But as of this instant,

She seems relieved that he has replied

But at this point, I already fear that the end is near

Very very near

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THANK YOU

Thank you

For keeping a sacred first

For being so eager to meet the people I love

For trying your best to make me smile

Thank you

For fighting to get more of me every minute

For reassuring me

For moulding me into a healthier me

Thank you

For not wavering

For the good morning texts

Thank you

For letting me remember what it feels like to be cared for again

Is this love?

x, xh

SOAR III

Two individuals with clearly different values

One wants the physical satisfaction

And the other seeks emotional backing

Should you continue

Knowing there is no end in sight

Hoping for the best

Or give up

What you thought was a miracle at first?

x, xh